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After meeting a cmapigning bloke at Glastonbury

Bloke at Glastonbury got me to sign up - have a look at his site and sign teh petition if you agree with him; 

Let's Talk, Gordon is a new campaign urging the Prime Minister to make a televised address the the nation on climate change.  An address would send a strong message to the country about the challenge we all face and could be used to start a national debate about how we can work together to respond.  
The campaign aims to get 10,000 people to sign up an online petition supporting the idea of an address and then to launch a media campaign to make sure the message is heard.  To help us, please visit our website (www.letstalkgordon.org.uk) to sign the petition and then forward this email on to all your friends and family.

 

Cheers!

thisisalloneword on 8.7.08 17:35


a quick story...

I went back to the beach at Lynmouth today, for the first time since the accident. I drove down on my own leaving the road map at home, I’m not sure if I did that on purpose or in haste and absent mindedness, maybe hoping to get lost on the way or breakdown perhaps and have to head back home. I never filled up with petrol either, I think that was because my mind was elsewhere. Anyway, I did not get lost and I did not run out of fuel or crash on the M4. I remembered the roads, the exact same ones we took 15 years ago; B roads, country lanes through fields and Launa Doone country. I had never read the book, though you had and that’s why we came. If you had not read that book (during your O-levels? I forget...) then we might have gone somewhere else for the weekend, Bournemouth again, or Norfolk, to my parents. Somewhere familiar, somewhere safe for children.

 

Even in the rain it all looks the same; the buildings still shabby, the gulls as menacing and large as ever, the waves betray the pull and the undertow. There were children on the beach near the train, I thought for a moment… but of course they would be 15 years too young. I could not see their parents or anyone watching out for them. I wanted to find them and shout at them and give them all the details of everything that can happen, but I didn’t move, I was stuck holding onto the concrete sea wall and felt my vertigo returning. You would laugh if you knew that I now live on the 15th floor of a block of flats. You would tease me that I was focusing upon a single fear over all others thinking that if I could correct that fear then I would somehow overcome all of them.

 

I do not suffer vertigo in the flat anyway, I have no balcony and little reason to stare downwards out of the window at the rusting play area or recycling bins below. I can look out north or west across the river to docklands, the gherkin, the wheel, canary wharf and into the lives of the next tower along. I miss our garden, though it was barely 10 foot square, it was nice to have somewhere safe outside. There were stinging nettle though, you planted them, actually planted stinging nettles, to encourage butterflies of which we would get one or two each year. Nettles aren’t dangerous are they? You would say that they sting, obviously, but that was all. Is that true? I wasn’t sure if they could be bad for asthma or other allergies, probably they encourage hay-fever.

 

I suffered vertigo on the sea wall, even when I saw that the absent parents were actually walking around the corner of the cliff path only behind their children it took me a minute or two before I could move. I walked past them, we said afternoon and quickly joked about the weather –‘BBC said sunshine all day of course!’ – before I walked where they had come from trying to mentally calculate how long their field of vision would have been obstructed. There was a fishing boat in the channel, would they have stopped to watch it? Would they have become lost in each other, staring out at the flashing green and red lights thinking which might lie on the south Wales coast? They would have stopped, held each other for warmth and love, out of sight of the kids to share a moment alone, a small moment, a minute, two or three, they would be taken back to when they were younger, first dating maybe, a first walk along the coast, lost in memory, lost in themselves.

thisisalloneword on 16.6.08 14:06


David Davis MP stuff

David Davis’ decision to resign his Haltemprice and Howden seat is in protest at the Governments pushing ahead with allowing suspects to be held for 42 days without trial. He is publicly stating that his unconventional decision s a protest against New Labour policy. Really?

Yes, Davis is a staunch opponent of the proposed legislation, rightly so, and I support him wholeheartedly in this, but resigning his seat and then winning in back will not prove a point to Labour or to the voters of his constituency or the country. Davis will win the by-election by a large majority, he has spoken to the Lib Dems, currently second place, and they have an agreement that they will not field a candidate. Labour will be forced to field a candidate, who will be given meagre support, who will not be expected to win or even come close; Labour were 16,688 votes behind the Tory’s at the last general election, they will do even worse this time.

Make no mistake, this is a swipe at David Cameron and his decision that a future Tory government would not reduce or repel the 42 day detention. Hi s timing is impeccable; the Conservatives are strong and undivided and can not afford to look anything but. Therefore the party has (in private, grudgingly) appeared united in its praise for Davis, though they can not officially financially back his re-election bid, they have no choice in the matter because to do otherwise would cause panic. They look calm(ish) and declare that Davis is a hero because he has public support and more importantly, he has the Tory party over a barrel here; they now have to be seen to oppose the 42 days and signal that a future Tory party will change this if/when in government.

Davis gets his way on this matter of principal, his public profile is boosted, his party are shown that he has strength, support and political savvy and he gets to put the boot into Labour in the by-election. Clever bloke.

Oh - not used 20six for a while now - no loving the new look...

thisisalloneword on 13.6.08 13:16


Advice

That was sound advice that held me in good stead
When dealing with the opposite sex you said
Don’t be so hard upon yourself; you’re far from bad looking
People aren’t that shallow anyway, have more faith in them
If anything it’s your personality that’s the turn off
Don’t try and be yourself, you can only fail
Try being something you’re not and eventually
You may become that better person
And wear smart shoes

thisisalloneword on 6.5.08 18:03


Pity the poor mews dwellers of Hyde Park Corner

Pity the poor mews dwellers of Hyde Park Corner
With cupboards for wine cellars, no room for vegetable rows
And scant space for outdoors furniture.
We stand with them in their campaigns against
The expansion of Tescos
And those hideous four by fours
Their rustic cobbled streets that turn ankles and forbid heels
Can not stop the slow spread of the city
And the chain stores towards them.
They battle the political issues of the day
Is it socially vulgar to invite the Russian and his mistress,
Who have just moved in, to dinner?
They stand guard at the morals gateway
Between the middle classes and the gentry.
They guide house guests down to the fun
Of Speaker’s Corner
And bemoan the state of the political short story.
They learn to make cakes from organic ingredients,
Jams made from English berries
And home made wine to display
They will never go hungry.
thisisalloneword on 28.4.08 17:12


In response to request for Bond lyrics

Fox asks if we can come up with any decent (OK, any) lyrics for the new bond song - he is having trouble finding rhymes for Quantum of Solace y'see.

Thisisalloneword steps up and Mildew & Fox approve;

...Getting there - its got a Gilbert and Sullivan hop to it;

I am an evil genius, no one in the world can deny

My despicability, it know no bounds and I have a disturbingly manky eye

And a fetish for polished silver or something

And a friend or relation who was killed by a spy

Some back story that awkwardly explains away

My desire to see vast swaths of innocents die.

 

Quantum, quantum of solace, nobody knows what it means

Want some, clue what it all is? Well its part of my dastardly schemes.

I intend to cross killer sharks with quarks

To mould miniscule fish – all electrically charged

Using science and stuff I shall have them enlarged

And they'll blast you to smithereens

With some awesome head planted laser gun beams.

thisisalloneword on 11.3.08 13:30


Time for Heroes?

Past the chapple
Across Oxford Street
And down into Soho
We bang on the side of white vans
And make as much noise as we can while we march
Threading our way through the thin Soho streets
Those at the front slow
The wombles in their white boiler suits
Decrease the pace
Those behind catch up
And the strands begin to knot
Before Soho Square
And on under the square arch into Manette Street

We stretch across the street
Past Borderline and up towards Foyles bookstore
On the corner of Charing Cross
And the rows of motorcycles
Parked along the curb
When from the end of the street
The riot police enter
Stage left and stage right
They form a wall
Fast, efficient, complete
Truncheons and shields
Are banged
We chant: 'non-violent protest'
Over and over
I stand two rows back from the front
Behind the wombles
And I am not looking to get beaten up
Adrenaline pumping
Fear and yet I feel safe because I know
That the police will only respond to threats
And we are making none

But thats not what happened
The riot police are there for a fight
They signed up after watching the last few years
This is a chance to bash heads
Like the good old days
And the opposition is made up of hippies
And kids
They attack first
Shields battering
Bodies are pushed over motorcycles
Which topple like dominos

After a short scuffle we scarper
Back through the Soho streets
Out onto the main roads of
Charing Cross, Shaftesbury Avenue and then
I don't know where
Sidestepping policemen on the Strand
Feeling alive, heart racing and ready
But the crowds of protesters thinned out now
Fanned down as many side roads as possible
(A good tactic by the police there)
And we all slowly seperate
Some hand back waiting for people
Who aren't there
Some race on to catch up
The non-existant
thisisalloneword on 10.3.08 22:16


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